I just found this in titheniel's journal and felt the need to share it with all my friends because it made me feel sick knowing that these are still real happenings in our oh so modern society !!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.


~*~Repost this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.~*~

I have 'stolen' this from many friends from both BBM and SPN fandoms:

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

For all my friends over BBM fandom, and not only ! While I'm away, not being able to read any of my stories, I had time to think of some old stories I read at the beginning of times, and I remembered of this one that, I have this feeling, none of you read ! There are actually 3, 2 small and a big one - "Big Boots of Pain".  My contribution with a story, since I'm not able to write one....

http://www.squashduck.com/ltd/bbm/fiction_index.htm

Enjoy !

Sigh... I'll be away for a week, with very little computer time - enough to keep up to date with what happens in my fav fandoms - BBM and SPN - and save my stories to be able to rad them all over the weekend. So, if you don't see me commenting for like a week, don't be upset with me.

My thoughts are with Carol right now, I hope that at least she's not in pain !.....

I think Jan.22nd should be called Heath Day, at least around here.... I'm not a writer, never was, never will be, so I cannot put in words how I'm feeling. But most of you guys did a wonderful job today, beautiful tributes to this wonderful man, actor, father that we all miss so much and I want to thank you all ! With all your poems, and pictures, and stories, and vids made me feel a little better and managed to get past this tough day ! Thank you !

I hope you found your peace, dear soul, up there in heaven ! We will always love you, Heath !

In 3 hours will be 2009 ! Will it be better or worse ? I have a feeling that, after the huge loss we all suffered last January, our angel will watch over us !!

I want to take a few moments to thank you all for those many, many wonderful moments you offered me during last year with so many beautiful, awesome stories, poems, pictures and drawings ! With you and for you I managed to get out of my shell a lot more and actually comment !..... which I didn't 2 years ago, although I was devouring your stories as much as now... ;o)

HAPPY NEW YEAR, DEAR FRIENDS !!

ALL THE BEST TO YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES IN 2009 !!!

HAPPY  HOLLIDAYS TO ALL !!

I hope you all have great time with your family, friends, lovers..... and fandoms !! ;o)

Thank you all for the wonderful stories, and kind words, and especially the world you created and let me be a tinny small part of it !!!

Love you all, dear friends !!!

RAMONA

Copy this sentence into your LiveJournal if you're in a heterosexual marriage, and you don't want it "protected" by the bigots who think that gay marriage hurts it somehow.

This is to answer deviant_dev's dare:

"DON'T OBJECTIFY ME !"  - this said by Dean made me laugh so hard, by the time I got back to my senses the episode was over !!

HEATH is no longer among us.... Unbelievable, heartbreaking.... The words are not enough, never enough..... Such a terrible waste of youth, sparkling talent, beauty....

Thank god for this community, thank you all for the comfort I found here, for your stories or your simple words !

I respect every and each one of you, and I will respect your decisions to stop or continue writing about Heath or Ennis !

I'm so sorry, Elfie, so far you are the only one that decided to stop writing her RPS, but I totally understand you: especially now, after giving birth to beautiful Karel, you must be in a very emotional place !

And thank you to all the others, I don't know if I can name them all.... so I better not ! I read all your last posts, I found so much peace in them, but I cannot write anything, I'm numb, still cannot believe it.... and my lack of talent might sound inappropiate...

I do write in my diary, just like sixtieshairdo writes Heath a letter every day, I talk to him....

I think he knows by now he will never be forgotten, so, from me too, as jacksraven said: "See you later, sweet cowboy !"

And once again, thank you all, for everything !!